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This Is What I Remember

2023 · 105 min

A quiet, sorrowful return to a changed homeland, where memory and loss linger in every frame.

Directed by
Aktan Arym Kubat
Genres
Drama
Starring
Aktan Arym Kubat, Mirlan Abdykalykov, Taalaikan Abazova
Overview
An amnesiac old man Zarlyk who after twenty-three years of ordeal in a foreign land, returns to his homeland. Events take place in a village in Kyrgyzstan, where he is brought by his matured son Kubat. Much has changed during his absence: the morals of the villagers, mired in the realities of a changing world, radicalization of Islam, growing crime, and moral corrosive corruption began to consume... Zarlyk’s wife Umsunai, having lost hope of his return, went into religion, married the local authority Jaichy. The bright past invades the already accustomed Umsunai’s life. But nothing touches Zarlyk. An inexplicable passion for collecting garbage replaced him everything. Will the memory return to him and will Umsunai gain lost happiness when they are pressed by tight attitudes and immorality of the clergy, when love has eclipsed recklessness?

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Directed by
Aktan Arym Kubat
Genres
Drama
Starring
Aktan Arym Kubat, Mirlan Abdykalykov, Taalaikan Abazova
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Tone
  • melancholicstrength 3 of 3
  • bleakstrength 2 of 3
  • earneststrength 2 of 3
  • tensestrength 1 of 3
Pacing
slow-burn, 1 of 4, from slow-burn to relentless
Attention
demanding, 4 of 4, from background-friendly to demanding
Themes
  • memory
  • isolation
  • faith
  • corruption
  • love
Places
  • countryside
  • small town
Era
contemporary
Audience
adult
Form
None
Content intensity
  • Gore none
  • Language mild
  • Violence mild
  • Sex none
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Action1
Horror1
Humour2
Realism8
Romance3
Tension4
Darkness6
Complexity6
Emotional weight7

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Details

Genres
drama
Directed by
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Written by
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Starring
Aktan Arym Kubat, Mirlan Abdykalykov, Taalaikan Abazova, Elnura Osmonalieva, Nazym Mendebairov, Anar Nazarkulova, Gulmira Tursunbaeva, Nasreddin Dubashev
Cinematography
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Runtime
105 min
Country
France, Japan, Kyrgyz Republic, Netherlands, Singapore
Languages
Arabic, Kirghiz

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