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As If I Never Existed

2020 · 14 min

A clammy, claustrophobic slow slide into unease, where everyday objects and quiet rooms start to feel like they are pressing in on you.

Overview
A woman in her thirties decides to leave her house in order to escape the feeling of a suffocation that makes her life impossible. The harder she tries to erase her existence from the house, the stronger the house clings to her. Objects, possessions, and ghosts of other people seem to be holding on to her. Worries and disturbances bring her closer to them. That day, the woman realises she cannot undo anything that exists—even herself

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How it feels

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Tone
  • eeriestrength 3 of 3
  • tensestrength 2 of 3
  • melancholicstrength 2 of 3
  • darkstrength 2 of 3
Pacing
slow-burn, 1 of 4, from slow-burn to relentless
Attention
engaged, 3 of 4, from background-friendly to demanding
Themes
  • isolation
  • identity
  • obsession
  • memory
  • loneliness
Places
  • home
Era
contemporary
Audience
adult
Form
  • single location
Content intensity
  • Gore mild
  • Language mild
  • Violence mild
  • Sex none
All scales, 0 to 10
Scales, 0 to 10
ScaleValue0 to 10
Action1
Horror6
Humour1
Realism5
Romance1
Tension7
Darkness7
Complexity6
Emotional weight7

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Details

Genres
horror, thriller
Directed by
Murat Emir Eren
Written by
Murat Emir Eren
Starring
Nihan Aşıcı, Emre Yetim
Runtime
14 min

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