TV series

On Nights When I Want to End It All...

2020 · 1 season

A quiet, bittersweet watch that balances sadness and gentle humor as it traces a fragile emotional recovery.

Overview: It's a sad and humorous story about a man encounter with various women and slowly regaining his smile. The woman whom he loved most in his life, Asuka, made a living by selling saliva for perverts. The story will focus on his six years with Asuka.
How it feels: Melancholic, dark, whimsical and warm. Measured and needs your attention.
About: Grief, love, isolation, healing
Content: Mild sexual content and language. No violence or gore.
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Tone: melancholicstrength 3 of 3
darkstrength 2 of 3
whimsicalstrength 2 of 3
warmstrength 1 of 3
Pacing: measured, 2 of 4, from slow-burn to relentless
Attention: engaged, 3 of 4, from background-friendly to demanding
Themes: grief
love
isolation
healing
identity
Places: big city
Era: contemporary
Audience: adult
Form: nonlinear
Content intensity: Gore none
Language mild
Violence none
Sex mild